Friday, February 12, 2010

2.12.10 Day 17

ive been sleeping in way too much recently.

its the bad habits taking over once again. im still struggling to find a way to motivate myself to do work and to even go to class haha... i've actually been sleeping through my engineering classes. which is horrible. i need to do will. it jsut sucks when you are flying blind.
back in highschool atleast i was forced to goto school. sure i would skip classes but due to the fear of recieving an "n" in those classes, i would skip at MOST two classes. but these days im taking days off at a time. i guess im already tired of winter. i want it to be spring, i want a reason to just sit outside and do nothing, i want to be able to walk to class and not freeze my ass off.
i know a few weeks ago i was begging for winter, but this shit is too long. you'd think after living in massachusetts your whole life you would be used to it. but you never really do. the bitterly cold winter only makes you more bitter. the sad thruth haha. damn im being a downer. there are some things in this world that jsut cant be fixed, and the only real thing that can be fixed is yourself.
ie, i need to stop moping around and get working on improving myself. the world wont stop because im sad.

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